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As if the good Friday long weekend wasn't enough...I am given two days mc, making it a 5 days holiday for me. Not too sure if I'm too happy about it.... From being super active at work to 5 days holiday.....the transition is drastic but still positive.

I'm once again down with UTI and am drowning myself with so much water after my first antibiotic failed to clear the bacterial =( I do hope I can recover quick and start to take charge of my health.....(which I dun really get what went wrong)

So...things are a little stuck....not moving and it's all about waiting. I sure hope something positive come through and things will shine brighter than it could be. Will update again on this..

*a post motivated by boredom.


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angela says i only blog when making BIG decisions or when something BIG takes place. "Big" is relative and on days when i'm super free...what too have for dinner became an important decision... Getting away from my current job is a BIG decision.... and getting into one never get more complicated than this...I am really starting to hate transitions but comparing transitions to how i feel in my current job...i choose transition anytime... So i have gotten a new job...but...we shall see as i'm distracted along the way. Met up with mates for lunch yesterday.... it feels surreal that we have all "grown up"...we nv fail to repeat whatever happened in US...and its like we repeat it a kazillion times for the last 3years. i start to realise...no matter how tough...how bad stituations were....there will come a point where it make up some precious memories of ours....and many a time, we laugh at it over a meal thinking back those times... Not sure if you feel the same.. when we were younger, friends become best friends through spending loads of time together.... that is why best friends comes from the same class, same eca or not...the same school.... Growing up, friends becomes best friends through the things we go through.... and those "things"must be so memorable and impactful cuz that common "thing" held best friends together despite not meeting every week...and sometimes...every month... In my life...i have some really great friends...and they are all great keeps that I just cant let go.... they are people who dun judge me and accept who i really am...they push me on and stays around me quietly when i get super busy and appear in a wink of eye when i need them...They are the most sincere bunch i ever ever know and I am sure to discover them is the best things God has in place for me =)

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yes... so i have tendered my resignation... It seemed like a blur...... but it has happened and yes..... I have gotten a new job.... it also seemed like a blur..... but i wont let it be this way...too much longer =)

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i thought i will be back for good... but well..i was simply too lazy to document my life in this space i call my own. Looking back at my past post, i realised i have been really causal in my words and uses too much ".........." well, i use it like a pause, geddit? *i'm just reassuring myself....so its a question to self...not you. the motivation for this post was "just for the record".... i have been going through so much..so fast...and it is like a blurred dream...a bad dream.... i ought to write it down somehow to prove that it really did happened and not due to my imaginations that i have memories of it. Have you had this before? like you think or imagine hard and long enough that you start to wonder if it really did happened? From my last post, i mentioned my health took a sharp turn, downwards....and it is still the same way...for the record i went to A&E twice in 3 months (nothing to be proud of...) one for awful gastric (the day i got back from japan) and one for awful allergic (which i have no idea of what) which gave me crazy rashes....eugene says i was being paranoid cause no one goes A&E so casually.... just to defend myself a little, for the gastric episode, i was sent to A&E by ambulance....not as a walk in....geddit?! But still i think he has a point, i have a thing about hospital, like they give me a sense of security..... we were considering getting a house at Novena (just some wild thoughts) and my pros were...its closed to Tan Tock Seng, Mt Alvernia, Thomson Medical and KK Hospital =) I just thought it will be useful cause we, human beings are bound to spend time in/at hospitals...... and it is cool that help is so near...so close... wrong?! Another for the record was a drama that happened in the family.. my dad went back malaysia last Monday for Qing Ming and was due to be home on Tuesday evening...things went off the tune when its 2300hrs and he is not home yet. Understanding that my dad left my granny place at 2pm, he should already be home by 6pm and things were worsen by the fact that he didnt carry his mobile phone with him...so at 2300hr, we have no idea where is he and what happened to him. Mum was crazily worried and so we went to the police..... the police wasnt really too helpful when i ask if we can check with the custom is my dad was back in singapore, what he told me was another blurred..... too long and too much for a worried daughter. All i knew was, we had to report him as missing....then slowly things can follow....but to report, we have to first QUEUE.. so many possibilities came to my mind...and most are terrible ones.....i wasnt sure if i was pessimistic or just trying to prepare myself for the worst....its just surreal. Just then my phone rang! Yes, my sis called.....for a second i really wondered what she needs to tell me... she could tell me ..." jie, pa is home..." or something really bad (which i dun know how she will put it across). As i anticipate, she said, "jie, pa take wrong bus and went to KL!". Wonderful! my dad is blur but he is fine. The whole drama ended with us coming home and him telling us how he board the wrong bus, how he cant make a call and how nice the new bus terminal (KL) was.... good job, great adventure, i have a stronger heart now! Work is pain in the arse.... i dun feel motivated....i'm getting bored and feeling a little isolated. Maybe i can just disintergrate into my arm chair and get lost! The feeling i have now....i'm dashing forward and when i look at the surrounding, its moving at slow-motion...s.l.o.w.l.y passing by me.....and i'm frustrated.... its my fault...i'm not blaming anyone.... i'm just unsettled and just not getting the positive vibes from my bosses.... when a boss dun do a thing to you...it might be the worst. Gonna take the leap of faith tomorrow and hope things will just fall nicely into place. I have done all i started out with and have given more than my 100% in every single task =) For the past 2 years, my work has largely define who I am... this gotta stop.

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