*Oh Hi!
I'm so glad you're looking here. As you probably know this is where a self introductory is and people will say nice stuff about themselves and the blog entries you see on the left.. Well i'm a little uncomfortable with that....it feels like i'm trying to sell myself and entice you to read on and at its best persuasion.... follow them on day by day basis... Nah..i'm way too humble for this.. If you like.... welcome and read on... If you don't...see the "x" at the right hand corner of the window? Click on that!
a little camwhoring when i'm feeling beautiful
“live this moment”
Monday, March 15, 2010 || 6:59 PM
Jan, Feb, March..... I have been away for 3 months... with so much happening in my life.... i actually was so occupied that i dun have a free moment to record it here..... well... that is a little exaggerated....i do have free moments.... just not enough time to on my lappie, key in the blogspot address, key in my username, recall my password, sorting out all my messy thoughts and happenings and finally put them into words.............
I'm really busy.... happily being busy.... the new working environment is good..... have very driven bosses and thus i'm now on the highway..going at an amazing speed...... amidst of the happiness.... i do have frustrations and I do understand that all jobs comes with frustrations..... am trying my best to not look at it... the method i adopt? go faster! Hopefully when i go fast, the side view will be blurred and i will not look into the details and words that discourage me time and again....
I tend to hold on to a statement and not be able to look away.... this is bad.... if the statement is an encouraging one... it does me good... but if its a negative one made by someone i hope to impress.... i will sink... a little by little whenever i recall that statement......
Due to the fact that i hate this.... i try to excel in whatever i do.... and these 3 months have been accelerating... i 'm actually impressed with myself... i managed to get them up the magazines...radio..... online news.... in a short span of 3 months...this is in the midst of creating event, coming up with text for websites...brochures....press release...membership.... all and all you can think of........ i do think i deserve a pat on the shoulders..... but i'm not sure why i take that statement to heart.... that one statement that I may have read too much into....
Maybe i just need a life.... out of work...
Gotta quit emo-ing......
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