“live this moment”

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Eugene Soon's birthday celebration is like one of the biggest occasion/event for me every year... also dun know why i can get so busy....
This time round, he treated the buddies and me to The Line in Shangri La Hotel.... its a wonderful buffet heaven for people with great appetite and I guess the person who enjoy it the most was keith hong jian ming....not too sure how many rounds he had that night!
Sometimes i feel that i'm lucky to have a bf who also loves my buddies, and the night at the line is definitely one such night that i felt this way.....

Then his actual birthday, it was an escape to Sentosa for us.... arranged a room by the beach..... explored the island like tourists.. i dun know if the island underwent some drastic change or what, but i certainly didnt feel to comfortable and relax there..... its too commercial..every facility has a entrance fee or sth..... super unfriendly......in the end, we went cycling....*it also cost....more that pasir ris or east coast....but no choice* the entire cycling trail is super short....say 2km at most.... we wanted to try cycling on the road on the island...but gave up after taking into consideration that they might fine us for that... i felt like a foreigner in my own homeland....weird.... and yup...so we did the trail like 2 times.... and we went back to the room to doll up for the dinner..... i do seriously mean WE DOLL UP.... cuz eugene soon dolls up..... he take more effort than me..... took some random couple-stupid-silly-shots after washing up..... there were pillow fighting shots.... act sexy shots..... you named it ....we did it... then had some huge strawberries to romanticize the evening... it was so good that we forgot about the romantic part..... we were simply fighting for the strawberries and posing with the super duper sweet and jucy berries!!!
Dolled up and then off to dinner.... i feel stupid wearing heels in Sentosa... but for the sake of keeping the whole atmosphere pretty and classy.... i did! and i walked like 1km on my super high heels..... i walked on sand....grass and road.... not nice! Finally reach Barnacles.... it somewhere next to Shangri La in Sentosa..nice dining place by the sea... the view is superb...the wind is super strong.....*i cant keep my hair neat and nice for photos...... and as the sun set.... the place gets more and more romantic..... dinner was nice...he was nice..... my present was nice..and so it was a nice night...*lame...

The next morning was spent on the beach... we did not do anything crazy or creative..... like in the movie...i wrote on the sand "happy birthday eugene soon!" ..... we did jump shots.... sun tanning shots... swim..... bury ourselves in the sand...... *yawn... boring but kinda relaxing.... eugene soon was looking at me with "puppy eyes" and asked "can we do this more often?"
I scored for his bday.... hope he will give me a nice bday in return!!!

Eugene Soon, Happy 26th!



Happy birthday Maia!

It was a pinkish night.... sishas,pizzas, hotdogs, chocolate cakes,martinis and many many baileys!!!

First time trying out sisha.... was feeling kinda dumb cuz i dun really how to use it and look sexy.... my first try.... there was no smoke when i blew out..... shame shame.. then went for some drinks and learnt some tips from maia and BJ... finally... smoke came streaming out when i went for the second try... *but i still look dumb...."dumb-ly" sexy?!

Got to know many fillipino friends at the party and they are sure a happening crowd!!!By the time i was about to leave... i was feeling light-headed and looking pink!

Babe, hope you and my new fillipino friends love the chocolate cakes! May all your wishes come true and have a blessed year!

Miriam went back to shanghai... sobz sobz:(

it was never a very sure thing that she is going back..... we had many talks... super long talks... but there was a never concrete conclusion. So many seemed to be happening and things suddenly became unstable and unpredictable.... we were looking at all the possibilities.... both going back and not....

After not getting any response from the many resumes she sent..... going back became a natural thing to do.... and we simply worked along this line.... every outing was for a farewell.... every shopping trip was a chance to souvenirs or to eat and stock up singapore stuff that she cant get in shanghai..... but i guess mentally... we are all not ready...... it just seemed like another long holiday we used to have back in school.....

There was this lunch with mummy and ah ma.... looking at this photo, i dun know if there will be such a chance in the future to have all 4 of us to dine tog..... there was this farewell chalet...... i dun know if there will be such a bond we share as a big group... 3 years down the road....

as i'm typing this email...(nov) many things that we talked about on her return... happened... there were so much emotions going on... for her...for me...for everyone who cares about her... at that very moment, i hope i was there for her...just like before...... Not too sure if i should do more to discourage her from going back, maybe she will feel the hurt less...maybe she will recover faster with us around...maybe maybe and many more maybes....

Now, i'm just waiting for Dec.... a super hug for her when i see her, i guess i will cry.....i really hate myself for not being able to ge there earlier, not being able to be there when she needed me most.... i guess this trip is more for me than for her....and i'm glad it is happening soon.

Long time.... its been so long.....

I decided to write something cuz I'm worried i will lost touch with that feeling.... this feeling i got when i walk down holland village...

I cant put it into words.... and the closed thing i can say is, it feels like someone is hugging me.... and it seems like my grandpa.... know it sounds silly... but yah... I wanna go back as many times as I can.....wanna buy a house there...