*Oh Hi!
I'm so glad you're looking here. As you probably know this is where a self introductory is and people will say nice stuff about themselves and the blog entries you see on the left.. Well i'm a little uncomfortable with that....it feels like i'm trying to sell myself and entice you to read on and at its best persuasion.... follow them on day by day basis... Nah..i'm way too humble for this.. If you like.... welcome and read on... If you don't...see the "x" at the right hand corner of the window? Click on that!
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“live this moment”
Friday, November 30, 2007 || 4:45 PM
thanks sisters!!! reading your comments let me know i'm not alone....i guess all girls think alot...especially mass communication girls..............haha....we're sisters..so we must be alike in some ways...
been through a couple of ups and downs...........but i'm glad i push myself on and hang on tight.....i'll make sure everything work out...i'm born to achieve...not to ponder why i fail.......
the next entry will be better....cuz i know i'll be happier then...
baby..knew you read my blog recently....thanks for that attention..........i cant wait to bake again tml nite!
Friday, November 23, 2007 || 9:04 PM
i haven been updating.....cuz been spending time wandering and wondering....
been thinking almost every moment when i'm free.....i didnt say a word to him cuz he wont think i'm seriously thinking...i'm just wasting my time "thinking about what?"
i'm thinking cuz i realised something...and i want to be sure of what want and the reason to go on....need a little more time...
hmm..never really accomplish anything this week...just doing the normal things....routine...and i ask myself what am i doing and why? if i dun do it, what will happen.....................................
watched Enchanted, the plot is predictable....but i love it still.......love the songs she sang...simple but who on earth now can do it now? true love kiss? show your love everyday?
i love fairytale....i see myself in robert.........happily ever after....i believe it but... i dun believe it'll happen to me....its not about how much my guy loves me.....its about love vs time........which is longer?
many people says she doesn't look like a princess...but i feel she is.....she did well....her expressions..her voice..the way she speaks...i think she's ideal........maybe she's not a real beauty....but i believe she did make her character lovable and realistic...at least for now....she's the real life image i have of a fairytale princess.....kind..gentle...and everything is beautiful in her eyes.........
this is a very screwed up entry cuz ...there's too much thoughts jammed inside me....choked!
pardon me...
Monday, November 19, 2007 || 12:51 PM
*so many things to update*
first of all..went down to plaza singapura to search for almond butter....it took me quite awhile to reach the supermarket.....cuz i was distracted by the new renovated food mall...there's so many interesting small stalls...and i was captured by this "saybon" french food factory....they sell nice yummy soups...i was looking at the menu and couldn't really decide which to slurp....................its not because the menu was vast...but cuz its very limited.....tried the tomato soup..it has the least cream...an its really tangy.....very tangy....BUT i like it still.... thomas bought donuts..AGAIN.....he likes them pretty pretty....this time he got control...cuz he limit himself to only 2....
i've been exercising very religiously......going to gym is like part of my every night routine...and burning 900 calories is my every nite target....christmas coming!!! new year coming!!! i wanna wear bikini go koh samui next year (feb?!)...so must be fit and slim.....the most important reason.... i must make my boy feel proud of me.....he's a trainer ok?! cant have a ms piggy as gf...................not nice....
went to gym on sat and i experience what gyming really meant.....not me...but i saw and heard it........after washing up and going to the lobby to meet my boy.....he called me and asked me to the weights area to see "something"....on my way....i heard very scary groans...."urghhhh....arrrrrrhhh.....!!"they were loud...i could hear from the towel counter... what i saw was more impresive.......more impressive than what i heard.....dear's collegues...desmond,melissa,edwin and victor were lifting weights..they do this tog so as to support each other...the guys weredoing squarts with hundred of kg on them!!! they pushed really hard..and the sound given out were proof of their effort....they push really to their limits....cuz i can tell from the face....and sound....impressed...and shocked....i was beyond words...then the next was some "leg push" machine.....and this time round eugene told me its 200 over kg!?! yes...he told me that....i must say..if guys give birth...they'll look like that....and kowtows to them...they're really good....normal humans cant do this..melissa was lifting some bars....she's very very fit....an her skin colour complement her toned body so well that the idea of going to phuket or some beaches is getting stronger....desmond and mel are an item....they sure belong to each other...cuz they look so.......*thanks for allowing the photo taking......it may be kinda rude...but i think ppl need to be inspired.....by you guys!!!*
lastly...bake time!!!! we bake so many times already...this time round we tried oatmeal muffins and chocolate shortbread biscuits..........more successful this time....he was so concentrated..and serious.......he likes them perfect..i like him this way..i fell in love again=)...we tried so many ways to bake...change the tempt...the tray....the duration...he's the king in the kitchen...me da washing auntie.....and i helped out with adding the ingredients...finally...te final product is out...i modelled it...and he thinks he wanna decorate it.......he says he needs to do that to keep his passion burning....got some ingredients and head back to decor it....he loves it.....kept taking photos...*cute*
Thursday, November 15, 2007 || 3:00 PM
i'm updating so often because i realised i have very supportive fans reading.....and another reason is that i'm BORED!!!
went baking at his house again...this time we tried new formulas....and it turned out reaaly well..we used vanilla protein powder this time round...and i must say...it taste better than the choc.....its like sugee...very very healthy sugee like muffins..there's no flour in it you know...only protein powder...
he wore my red hair band...cuz he lost his black one....and i ended up wearing the shrek's ear...( the macdonald's green shrek band..)....i was so busy clearing up the place that i forgotten i was wearing that....i even serve the the muffins to eugene's mum wearing that.......and when i got back to the kitchen...eugene was like" my mum not shock?" "shocked about what?"......" the ears?!"... i instinctively touch my own ears...and he laughed" that shrek ears! the band you wearing..." gosh!!!!!!! no image!!!!
....................................................................................... never mind..at least the muffins were nice...just a little too oily...............................
Wednesday, November 14, 2007 || 4:52 PM
we have changed so much....see!!! but still very much in love...
|| 4:24 PM
had the longest talk with my dearie cousins...though its just a msn chat...but still we chatted alot...we know what each other is busy with, and most important of all, we have a common ideal, to bond closely as a family still..... i always think that it'll be good enough if we the younger ones in the family stay knitted....we cant change the adults, but still we could do something cuz relationships and ties are not something we can just servere...we grew up tog...spents countless happy intimate moment tog.....this cant be erased just like that...........anw...concluded that we gonna be celebrating x'mas....we'll be going out to watch the lightings...this seems like the best arrangment......*happy*
back to joey.....have been busy cooking....cuz quitte the chocolat factory job......so catering is my sole income now.....gotta work hard.....earning more money will lighten the family financial load..and i guess i could finance myself for my US study trip.....i wish for the day when i can provide for my family, and they can stop working so hard.......hopefully the cafe plan that is up next will be successful...
did some baking at eugene's place....wanna do some protein cookies..but the size turn out to be more like muffins....the best thing that happened was...we did the first batch of baking in his room.....and the whole room is filled with the muffin smell.....we watched the oven and saw how it balloned and became edible...eugene was so excited that he kept pacing up and down.....and YES! The muffins turned out really well..... its tasty..just that i dun like the almond taste.....he's so proud of it.........and he received orders for that!!! he love baking...he bakes..i cook...sweet.....
*eugene's mum was so mad that we actually baked in the room....she's afraid eugene will blow up the whole house............and i'm so amused by my dear...how he can not care...and how he imitate him mum....he say..." as if i bake in the kitchen..i'll not blow the house up...." cute!
back to joey.....have been busy cooking....cuz quitte the chocolat factory job......so catering is my sole income now.....gotta work hard.....earning more money will lighten the family financial load..and i guess i could finance myself for my US study trip.....i wish for the day when i can provide for my family, and they can stop working so hard.......hopefully the cafe plan that is up next will be successful...
did some baking at eugene's place....wanna do some protein cookies..but the size turn out to be more like muffins....the best thing that happened was...we did the first batch of baking in his room.....and the whole room is filled with the muffin smell.....we watched the oven and saw how it balloned and became edible...eugene was so excited that he kept pacing up and down.....and YES! The muffins turned out really well..... its tasty..just that i dun like the almond taste.....he's so proud of it.........and he received orders for that!!! he love baking...he bakes..i cook...sweet.....
*eugene's mum was so mad that we actually baked in the room....she's afraid eugene will blow up the whole house............and i'm so amused by my dear...how he can not care...and how he imitate him mum....he say..." as if i bake in the kitchen..i'll not blow the house up...." cute!
Friday, November 9, 2007 || 2:40 PM
many many things happened in short short time......
recently thomas and i found a place that sells great beef noodles and popiah....thomas ended up being flim by some tv program when he's buuying the popiah.....and was left almost speechless when interviewed...haha...new experience..........the great food is at toa payoh lor 7....yum yum yum....
went out with thomas and kitty...kitty is my new good friend.....nice lady...and she's a voluntary police woman!!! the two are not very "camera friendly"...so when we were going round vivo last night, i was the one snapping all the photos........and they so happened to be in the background..thomas and kitty are so alike...now i have a female version of thomas and a male version of kitty....nice people kept appearing in my life....make me rather stressed up......i'm like a baddie....they always do all the good....and even if i dun do a single thing...i'll still look bad........
*joking* only.....
welcome nice people!!!!!into joey's gang.......
eugene soon said something that pleased me so much.................cuz i'm PROFESSIONAL...and i luff you..........
|| 2:37 PM
disappointed.........the very first time i hope this man was never my buddy.....
Monday, November 5, 2007 || 4:30 PM
went to settlers again!!!haha..its a fun place.....its all about games and more games........noisy game......slow strategic games...you name it, they have it...you cant name it..they too have it...... the first time we went as a whole group was during elaine's b'day.....now its wei ting's 21st....this time round eugene soon cant join us..cuz he has to go RT.... running and excercising with the uncles...... blah blah blah....but it is still fun....cuz my company is fun!
played scotland yard...its a "catch me if you can" kinda game...one people trying to plan the escape route and the rest try to catch him by observing his transport mode and the way he looks at the map....thomas got caught...while elaine escaped......
then it was a strategic game.....have to do with planting crops...negotiating and bidding....this is a nice! i like! cuz i won mah... i was the richest at the end..... nice game... recommended.
NOISY game!!! i dun know what is it called.... its like a toppling tower....rocking tower if some call it.... we have to throw dice and put some dolls on to the tower....aim is to put all up without upseting the balance and all dolls to be up. this is at "ok" rating...can be quite boring for some.............but fast game....ends fast....
then it was "i'm the boss" its another negotiating game and geting partners to make a deal..some other players may distrupt the deal.....fun but may take quite awhile before you understand the power cards....this is the second time playing......starting to like it better.....
*surprise* keith ordered me to get a cake on his behalf....cuz he has to be at wei ting's hse early that day.....so thomas and me went to BIG O cafe to get the nice nice tiramisu...... keith decided the tiramisu.....its a standard surprise....but still sweet la....... we ordered the server to bring the cake in and i started singing the b'day song.........thomas, elaine , eugene and me gave her a sweet sweet tinkerbell sawaroski necklace.....its so pretty lor.... so coincidental that she was wearing a bigger tinkerbell look alike......
after settlers went down to novena square......went to mmmm...everyone did some shopping...thomas ordered 1 kg of cheese cocktails and have kitty to grill it for us....... we sat at the food court to finish up the meat...carnivores.......
then draw lots and decided who to buy presents for for christmas......thomas for me...me for thomas.....elaine for eugene, eugene for keith, the rest i not very sure le....... christmas!!!! its coming.....i'm in charge of looking for our feasting place..................................... feel so excited now...
met eugene soon and he requested for us to have a movie date instead of goin home...... so went down to ang mo kio hub to catch THE GAME PLAN...simple plot..but nice....ate our dinner and chips inside..... he was so full! on our way to the mrt...it starts to pour...he was pretty disturbed by th rain..."you scared of getting wet?!" i asked at the traffic lights...."i dun want you to get wet...." oh my....sweet..... he say it s naturally, i know its not a sweet talk...he meant it....he use his hands to cover my head and realise its not good enough, he tucked me under his arms....he loves me............................................... there are some small things he'll do and its these little thing he does that i remember and kept it in mind....the day is beautiful.........
Sunday, November 4, 2007 || 9:08 AM
denise is getting engaged...shuyin is getting married next year..mei hui and jennifer rom next year..............................................................................everyone is getting married...its all coming hard and fast on me...shuyin was chatting with me on msn, and she was talking to me about getting married and having kids.....she's sure moving fast.....she's all excited about it...i must say, i felt really happy for her when she was going non stop about her plans.....its a kind of bliss......
so many of my friends are moving into the next stage of life.... wonder if they are fast or i'm slow...... marriage is something i may discuss casually.....but ...........................there's always a but.......................................
its just not the stage YET.....
Friday, November 2, 2007 || 2:35 PM
i cant find my USB...this is getting frustarting...............................cant upload my pretty photos......urgh!!!!!
went to central with thomas cuz we got to pass weiting keith's card....and she joined us at paisley and cream for 3 hours plus...we talk and talk....complain and complain.....and thomas was eating his two cupcakes all the time......the place was nice...took so many photos but too bad...cant upload.......bought two halloween cupcakes for dear...one with witch...one with saturn.....its like so cute.........had dinner at ichiban......and cupcakes became our desert...haha...
balalalala......babalalala......bababalalala.....
baby bought me so so many many things.....i have a nike bag pack, nike bottle......and a pair of nike trainers....i'm a nike poster gal...he says he feel as if he is preparing me for school reopen......but in fact it is for my "gym reopen".......took like few months break.....after getting those stuff for me...i shall now declare the end of my holidays...and start working out.....and till date.... i've been burning 1100 calories every visit.......................................
i'm so broke le...can my pay come in faster?
went to central with thomas cuz we got to pass weiting keith's card....and she joined us at paisley and cream for 3 hours plus...we talk and talk....complain and complain.....and thomas was eating his two cupcakes all the time......the place was nice...took so many photos but too bad...cant upload.......bought two halloween cupcakes for dear...one with witch...one with saturn.....its like so cute.........had dinner at ichiban......and cupcakes became our desert...haha...
balalalala......babalalala......bababalalala.....
baby bought me so so many many things.....i have a nike bag pack, nike bottle......and a pair of nike trainers....i'm a nike poster gal...he says he feel as if he is preparing me for school reopen......but in fact it is for my "gym reopen".......took like few months break.....after getting those stuff for me...i shall now declare the end of my holidays...and start working out.....and till date.... i've been burning 1100 calories every visit.......................................
i'm so broke le...can my pay come in faster?