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I'm so glad you're looking here. As you probably know this is where a self introductory is and people will say nice stuff about themselves and the blog entries you see on the left.. Well i'm a little uncomfortable with that....it feels like i'm trying to sell myself and entice you to read on and at its best persuasion.... follow them on day by day basis... Nah..i'm way too humble for this.. If you like.... welcome and read on... If you don't...see the "x" at the right hand corner of the window? Click on that!
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“live this moment”
Saturday, June 12, 2010 || 7:46 PM
work is like a formula one ride...... went passed lightning fast and everything was a blurred...... being a over achiever can sometime be terribly wrong..... especially when you work with a super duper achieving boss..... there is nothing to wrong with work.... just that i dun feel the satisfaction and am easily charged with negative vibes...... I hope i can get some good news this coming week and it might improve my morale a little....
a happier note...
Everyone i know is getting married or sort...... unknowingly i have entered the age whereby marriage is "the thing".... passed the age where everyone around starts to fall in love and get into the relationship.... passed the age where heartbreaks happens every few months.... passed the age where everyone is graduating...... passed the age where everyone is getting the first job in life.... and now we are here.....
When i was 12, i thought i will get wedded when im 22
When i was 15, i thought i will get wedded when im 24
when i was 18 , i thought i will get wedded when im 25
when i was 21, i thought i will get wedded when im 26
when i am now at 25, dated with a sweet bf for 4 1/2 years...... i am thinking is wedding is only but an option.....
Do not get me wrong, marriage is definitely on the cards.... on my cards.... am quite sure its on his cards.. but its like... there is no rush.... and neithe me nor him seems to be making big plans to commit by saving for a house or something..... we are happy the way we are now.....money is spent shopping, dinning and going for holidays..... we are in love with each other and the things we are doing..... period.
i have my dream wedding...... and not to say, i did not less than once think about how he will propose... (he surprised me the way he asked me to be his gf.... but that was 4 plus years ago....)
i hope i will be swept away.... trust that he meant every single word he says..... promised me that from now he will place me before himself.... love everyone i love and stay true to me and only me for the rest of our lives.... i hope all my love ones will be around to witness his promise.... i hope for it to be the moment i have hope for..... a moment he decided that im really the one...