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Sunday, May 23, 2010 || 10:09 PM
When i was a child....everything was simpler.... happiness is when grandpa bring me out on the streets of holland village...school was about pe lessons and visiting the book shop to get the coolest stationaries...... boyfriends were guys that happens to my "line-up" partner or who likes me by pulling my ponytail...... i dance my childhood away with some of my truest friends in life....
When i was a teen.... things get complicated..... friends comes to you when you are popular and back stabbing happens.... happiness was when ..... i dun know..... it was all about mistakes and getting misunderstood.... it might be the most happening part of my life... with my first kiss.... first proper bf.... first taste of winning a sports medal.... being "somebody"..... but its like a whirlwind..... looking back, everything was blurred and i hope i can erased it off.....
When i was a young adult.... its about falling in love and knowing what love is about...... family and friends took a back seat and I thouight his was the world....sadly it is not the case..... internship and uni toook the seat and i got to know some of the most wonderful people in the world.... sincerity from them gave me faith..... friends can be buddies and i'm glad they dropped into my life...... heartbreaks after heartbreaks.... they were there to cushion me...
When i was an adult..... responsibilities creep into my life....... i feel some weight on the shoulders...family is a sweet burden that i realised..... work became a priority and makes me feel abled when i can treat my love ones to something they didnt enjoy before..... love is smooth sailing and he was more than just a bf...he is my best friend...partner in crime.....weekend kaki...business partner and more...... never was i more comfortable than now.... its like i'm more balanced now........
when i am a middle-aged woman.... let you know when i get there =)
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