love my granny..but i didnt say it to her...she's da best..and she didn't hear me say it..cuz i not thick skinned enuff... she woke up early this morning to go to the wet market at bukit panjang to buy fresh fish..its for our lunch...she know i love fish...she rush there and rush back..cuz she's afraid i'll be off to school by the time she got back...and the thing that makes me feel bad...its drizzling then....i'm determined to bring her to have a crab feast at NO SIGNATURE CRAB for her b'day..i think after all the drama that happened to our family this few months..i should make her feel happier....

School has been taxing on me... i feel SPENT...kenna was trying her best to make lesson fun... but the prob lies with the fact we seldom take 2 modules in one go...its just too much...suddenly! Tuition with shanna is killing me too...she's just like me when i was little..so i really dun know how to handle her...she wants me back as her tutor...but...i really lack the patient and time to do so...i feel helpless... just hope that things will take a turn soon..be it school or job...

eugene has sth going on today(2 aug)...he's pretty stressed over it when i met him for dinner..he's just moody...i understand..tried cheering him up and yesh! he got better..and better...i'm happy that his happier.. i do believe hugging and kissing does most of the job...love always makes people feel better...more assured..baby, you deserve me to be sweet to you...

we got something going on in class....something brewing...a surprise... ~to be cont...~